I hate staying up in this late.
Because it's too quiet and my brain force me to think random and wild things.
The worst part is sometimes I reminiscing every detail how i screwed my life and having huge regret and end up with me feeling so depressed for being such a loser.
It's really unfortunate that i rarely read books nowadays. I miss the old days when I didn't need to take sleeping pills and do some theraphy to help me sleep, because i have good books instead. Reading Books had been my lullabies till i don't know, i lost interest of it.
My most sleep distraction is internet. I'm using internet A LOT. I use it in pretty much almost any circumstances, happy times, rough times. I hardly contribute to thing called society.
People that never been internet shouldve been very secure about their life. Actually they don't miss it all that much. People are much happier if apples and blackberries are just fruits.
Don't hate the game, hate the player.
Anyway I just need something to blame.
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